沈慕羽百岁冥诞纪念活动

在上个星期一吧……LWF SMS我说要不要去沈慕羽纪念表演，然后我非常的爽快答应了，心想反正都不要烦不够时间读书啊，就去呗~
然后在上个星期三早上，LWF说只有我一个人去，我有点担心，所以就说不要去。可是到了晚上，我觉得如果我没有读书了，就没有机会认识别人了……所以就去吧~ 可以认识人~~
首先，我们去敬拜沈慕羽，然后去敬拜一位已经去世了的学长——川达。
当时我的想法是，我其实不认识他，去敬拜他并得到他的妈妈的祝福，我突然想到萝莉说过，当在没有诚意的情况下去领取别人的祝福，有点白费人家的心意……所以……我觉得我有点浪费她的祝福……但是还是有点同情啦，毕竟年纪小小就去世了……
然后就是表演了。
有点意外当得知学海其中一位编辑——王国刚弹吉他和唱歌……
 然后还有阿龙巴表演敲击与古琴。我想应该只有学音乐的才懂吧？阿龙巴蛮出名的……我的小提琴老师也有和他一起合作表演过寿板舞蹈团的《梁祝》。但是我不知道原来他是育华校友…… =.=" 看到他和老师说话时有点吓到……
然后有朗诵以及歌唱一些傅承得和吕育陶写的诗歌，我还记得在第三届雪隆中学马华文学常识比赛时是吕育陶出题目的，他还说那些题目越出越爽…… =.="
当然还有一些舞蹈。不过说真的，我还真的是第一次看这些舞蹈，这些叫什么舞蹈呀？=.=" 算是舞剧吧…… 《石在火不灭》很好看叻。
的确是看到不一样的东西咯。

聚会~~

一月二十四日

以前一看到这个日期，我就会反射性地说：“是我妈妈的生日耶！”

所以昨天，我们约回Pangkor人马出来庆祝Trissie的生日哦~~ 可惜LXM不在…… T.T

其实我有少许地可怜，昨天是我肠胀风的第三天，还没有好完…… T.T

记得以前有试过，可是一天就好了，哪里知道这一次，几天都不会好，犹如当时我喉咙发炎的时候，妈妈是非常担心我生东西…… =.=" 以我的经验，肠胀风不可以紧张、焦虑，动作一快，你就痛得要死，所以这几天我的动作都慢了好多…… =.="

所以昨天我没有参与他们的晚餐，只是吃了几口雪糕蛋糕~~ >.<

然后当然是有三国杀咯~~ ^^ 但是都是在聊天多一点~~

一月二十五日

今天就是我们姐妹的聚会哦~~ 上个星期四，Shiang Lyn突然SMS我说要不要出去，我有点惊讶，哈？Shiang Lyn约我们出去！！！！！？？？因为自从中五毕业后，我们都没有人能够约她出来……=.=" 最难约的家伙……

所以今天可算是这么久以来，我们姐妹第一次完整的聚会！！！！！ ^^

所以誓死都要拍照！但是其实这班人不爱拍照啦，我努力在找机会拍大合照，可是……还是算了吧…… =.="

 萝莉和我~~

1510W、Shiang Lyn和612Y~~

我们今天的活动只是吃午餐和看《Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters》~~

之前有看过《Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters》的预告片，是觉得为什么在那个年代会有这么多机械，有点不可理喻，可是今天却没有诸多意见，因为，认真就输了~~ 只是一部电影，那么计较干吗~~？:-]
但是有点佩服自己，这部电影蛮血腥，Shiang Lyn和萝莉都怕到遮来遮去，可是我like a boss这样，原封不动地看完整套戏。可能是因为我觉得整套戏黑黑的，本来都有点恶性，所以血腥画面？小事情~
这就是这两天的活动啦~~

My 1st Formal Interview

I did interview at JJ with an informal way, so that's not the first although I've failed.
Finally, I had my first interview in my whole life at PS on today.
If you guys remember, actually the principal have asked me to teach before, but I've messed up my schedule, so I didn't teach at there.
Last time, the procedure of interview very simply, just write down my name and phone number, so today, I did considered whether need to bring my certificate all that or not, but I recall of the procedure, I didn't bring anything.
Wow..... they already developed their management, I need to fill form, photo state my IC and certificate.... Duh... =.=" Luckily she said I can bring them on another day.
So, I said the day I can teach is on Monday and Friday, then she asked whether I got teach at CEC on Sunday, then I said no.
She asked me am I a christian? But my mum was beside me, she helped me answer, "No."
Then the principal said, I should teach on Sunday, because there are many students on Saturday and Sunday, as a teacher should know that, she also suggest that I should choose weekday as my off day. Of course I know, but I actually reserve my Sunday for church......
So, after I finished my interview(actually it's success, just need to wait new students enroll.), my mum said why I don't want to teach on Sunday, because of my playfulness, she actually thought that I reserve it just to hang out with my friends. She said, my friends seldom ask me out on Sunday, so I actually can teach on Sunday.
Till now, I still don't dare to tell my mum, I really wish to go church, I want to be a christian. I hate it when I heard my family teasing christian, because I soon will be part of them, it's feel so weird with all this.... I don't know how to handle this....
All I need to do is wait until I can drive alone.....

In Society

Look at LWF status, suddenly I was thinking that, if I really don't want to study at university, then my life now was no longer student's life, I'm in working society now, but my time was freer of course....
Suddenly I realize, last time when I'm  still consider want to study at university, I wish to rush everything that I want to do before study, if I don't want to study at university, then why I still want to rush? I can just relax, and I can start it later than I have planned, because all I have now is time.....
So, why so worry? Why so serious? No need to worry at all~~
Learn to relax, happy and enjoy my life now~~ ^^
Ya...... Because I use to be so anxious, really need to learn RELAX~~~ And don't forget~ HAPPY~~ The most important one~~ ^^
Wish everyone have a happy state as same as mine~~ ^^

强颜欢笑

认识我的人，应该时常看到我愁眉苦脸的样子吧？不开心时我是真的不爱笑，心情全部都写在脸上。
自从问清楚他之后，我本应会像以前一样，让自己伤心、堕落……可是因为我想到伤心会影响我的胃口，难得好到七七八八了，我可不想再让自己受苦，所以我要学习强颜欢笑…… =口="
微笑如情绪决定表情一样，表情也可以感染情绪，我们可以对着镜子微笑，这样会使我们的心情快乐起来。
我发现到，真的耶，只要自己愿意微笑，真的没那么伤心了耶。
而且我一直让自己想快乐的东西，真的不要再回忆了，都过去了，一直回忆还有什么意思？想想未来可能发生的美妙事情，不要一直记仇（我很记仇的哦……），顿时觉得快乐了起来。
而且最近很荣幸地，我又再次做阿姨的美容模特儿，我想在按摩过程中可能也能让自己更快乐吧~~~ 啊~~ 舒服（但是阿姨的功夫还不到家…… =.="）~~~

啊……还在考虑要不要进大学呢……因为很多在音乐方面有经验的长辈都提议，如果要往音乐发展，进大学有点浪费，想想下觉得也对啦，我已经拿到的文凭跟大学没有两样，为什么还要浪费钱和时间去拿一张一样的文凭？突然觉得自己之前那么用功读书似乎有点白费……
=.="
我的婶婶建议我去Yamaha做工，因为他们换了管理程序，会提供课程给老师，如果去Yamaha做工应该不错，而且还可以进修~ 怎样都会比读大学好吧？
嗯……考虑考虑！！